Failure. (Part 2)

*this was written in my black berry which does not validate the "texting" talk, but explains it*

Black women Love2love
The things that fail

Down letting
Allows the insane of us 2live
To keep trying

Mamas can't teach
Loving success

Mamas teach
Tolerance

Embrace
Impoverished amore

Avoid clitoral stimulated screams
Faces instead of backsides spanked

Tolerate

Because the maybes of love
Aren't as steady as food stamps
...And some case workers
Out of obligation care

Mamas teach u quick
That pretty smiles
Carry sperm marked abandon

...And barely getting by
Will always be more acceptable
Than being Bi

Feed babies out of concentrated
Milk tins
Our milk deemed unfit
Sour breasts compliment
Spoiled souls

Cliff Note religion
Abridged spirits
10% biweekly disappears
The storehouse
Has a dead bolt on what u reap

This angst keeps
Longer than nonperishables
Loving out of spite
Be4 loving in spite of

...And this lusting for love
Is what we flee from

When babies grow old and leave
When vaginas dry up
And he finds young wet pussy

Who could love the dilapidated u
This everlasting failure u
This avoiding ur perfection u
This never finding time 2hug urself u

And u be the who
when how happens
Coveting let downs
Filing them away
To gift to our girl childs
4generations to come

9.1.09 8:44pm

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